Gue beneran bingung..... Apakah setiap orang punya inner beauty????? Sebenernya inner beauty tu apaan sih??? Kenapa sih gue gak bisa nemuin inner beauty gue...... Gue tuh bener2 gak bisa 100% cewek...... gue tuh gak nyaman pake rok, gue anaknya pecicilan, telatan, rame, suaranya keras buanget, gendut, cerewet, gak cantik, nyebelin, galak...... Apa sih yang bisa dibanggain dari gue???? Oya, satu lagi, sering mengeluh....... Makanya ampe sekarang gue gak punya cowok...... ngelirik gue aja males....... Nyebutin kjelekan gue tuh gampang banget...... tapi kalo nyebutin kelebihan, mikir seharian aja gak bakal ketemu!!!! I kno dat nobody's perfect...... but i really wanna hav something in me dat i can be proud of..... gue tuh gak bisa se-special cewek2 di kelas gue...... mereka semua, cantik, pinter, langsing, baek hati....... LAH GUE??????? Gue pengen bisa se-special mereka, se-keren mereka, se-cantik mereka....... Tapi gue nggak tau apakah gue bisa...... Gue pengen bisa cantik, gue pengen bisa feminin, gue pengen bisa baek hati, gue pengen bisa bersuara lembut, gue pengen bisa langsing...... Tapi gue gak tau apa gue bisa...... Alrite, mungkin gue gak cinta sama diri gue sendiri...... tapi gue pengen banget bisa kayak gitu, karena gue gak tau apa yang bisa dibanggain dari diri gue..... Maybe i'm too pesimistic, but..... dat's wat i feel now!!! Please, help me......

juz bcoz i'm wearing army-look-pink-n-blue-sneakers 2 school, 'ol oph my fwends said dat i look more girly...... really??? Juz bcoz oph d color???? Coz d style of d shoes is quite boyish.........
I also wanna lengthen my hair, maybe juz til my shoulder....... but-yeah, once again....-my fwends said dat i look more girly!!!!
I dont wanna be girly...... i juz wanna be like this.......wit my boyish style, cuz i like it..... i feel comfortable wit dis.........

Wuuuiiihhh......girls' night out!!!!
Kemaren malem, gue sama Iezt, Alvi, Winda, Dila, Damara, Tyaz, Riza, ama Sani jalan2 bareng. Yah, sebenernya gak dari malem sih, dari jam duaan sampe jam dlapan. Tapi, gara-gara gak ada yg nganterin, gue baru nyusul anak2 di Gale jam empatan, jadi sebelum itu anak2 main ke Karita. Getuuwww..... sebenernya di Gale kita mao foto2, taphe gak jadi cuz Damara, Tyaz, Riza, ama Dila udah pada ngumpul di Es Campur Sagan en waktunya udah mepet banget ama waktu buka. Ya udah, kita ke es campur Sagan.Trusss.... di sana kita nunggu buka sambil ngobrol2. Semuanya pada pesen es campur,gue ndiri yg mesen milkshake vanilla. Dah gitu, mana Alvi bilang gene,"Bum, itu kan banyak lemaknya" hwakkksss..... karepe-lah. Bodo amat. Udah gendut juga ni, hehehehe..... abis minum, kita mampir ke masjid besar UGM bwad Salat Magrib. Wah gila, keren bgd masjidnya.... truz, nah ni dia norkinya kita, kita foto2 di sana cobaaa!!! Minta tolong ama satpam ama mas2 yg mao sholat lage!!! Kalo waktu itu seh, kita cuek2 aja. Bodo amat yg penting foto2. Ehhh.... setelah gue pikir hari ini seh, gilaaaaa..... norak sekale kitaaaaaaaaa..... maluuu.... heheheh..... truz, abis puas solat ama foto2, kita semua ke warung deket selokan yg ngejual bebek goreng soalnya Damara ngebet ama bebek goreng. Trus, di sana gue pesen nasi goreng pake telur tanpa ayam(yah, gue masih parno ama flu burung se....), tempe penyet, sama jeruk gak dingin gak anget. Semuanya itu gue makan&minum BARENGAN ma Winda!!! Jadinya semua telor di nasi goreng kita, gue kasihin ke Winda. Hahaha....Wuiii..... nikmat sekale makan di pinggir jalan..... abis itu kita makan2, nongkrong mbil ngobrol2 mpe jam delapan. Oya, kita juga foto2 lho..... huakakakakakkksss.... oya, hanya dengan tiga ribu aja, gue udah kenyang banget makannya. Wiiihhh.... pokoknya enaaaakk.....
I love dat day!!!!

Gue hari ini merasa kayaknya gue orang yg stupiddd.........
Coz dimana anak2 di kelas gue terlihat pinter, gue nggak!!!!
Kecewa bgd gue......

Why do we need a friend? Well, it's because he/she will.......
1.tell when your face is dirty.
2.look for the best girl/boy for your match.
3.lend you her/his schoolnotes if you are sick and you can't go to school.
4.cheer you up when you are down.
5.give you some gifts if he/she is back from a trip.
6.still be your friend eventhough he/she knows every bad thing in you.
7.not protest if you sing loudly eventhough you have very bad voice.
8.defend you when anyone says bad things about you.
9.help you to develop your talent.
10.trust in you.
11.give the best advices for you.
12.be a very good listener when you tell him/her about your feeling today.
13.lend you some money if you forget to bring your money.
14.lend you her gowns when you are going to a party and you don't have a good gown for it.
15.know what's on your mind so that you don't need to tell him/her.
16.think that we are also his/her friend!
Simple reasons about why we do need a friend, aren't they??

You will.........
1.Always smile without you realize it.
2.Always remember the boy you love, hmmm......
3.Feel like he also loves you when he smiles at you.
4.Feel confused about what to wear if you come to an event where he also comes.
5.Feel very happy if you can get a little information about him.
6.Always be happy.
7.Feel jealous if you see him with another girl.
8.Feel like you always wanna be close to him.
9.Think that he is the best guy in this world!
10.Suddenly care about your face and body more than before.
11.Not concentrate in what you are doing if he passes in front of you.
12.Fulfill your diary with everything about him.
13.Feel that you are blushing if someone says his name.
14.Love listening to mellow songs, eventhough you used to like Linkin Park.
15.Spend a week and a lot of money to look for the best gift for his birthday.
16.Have good imagination like "if he is Tarzan, then i am Jane!"
17.Always think that he is still the coolest eventhough he is very dirty.
18.Look for a chance to pass his house, only passing!!
Hmmm......

Huuuuffff..... first day of fasting!! Lima belas menit lagi udah mao buka, sih......
Nulis apaan, ya???
Oya, gue mao cerita aja deyh.... gene, kayaknya sekarang ni gue uda makin dewasa, hehehe..... soalnya dulu kan gue sering ngiler sendiri ato tiba-tiba laper kalo ngeliatin acara masak geto, sekarang gue ngebantuin nyokap di dapur aja Alhamdulillah gak pake laper tu..... hummm......
Tapi puasa2 gene suka kadang kurang kerjaan neh, pas siangnya..... kalo mao bobok lom ngantuk, kalo mao ngapain juga binun......
kalo dulu seh gue suka nerusin novel, tape sekarang belom ada novel yang bisa diterusin..... ada sih, tape belom ada ide mao ngelanjutinnya gimana.....
ada yang bisa ngasih cerita yang bisa jadi inspirasi buat novel gue nggak???
Tulis di comments ato kirim aja ke email gue yah, di boom_080489@yahoo.com
Othreeee...??? Thanks bangget yawh.....
Met buka puachaaa...!!!

18 September 2005

Hukkksss....... huuukkksss........

Dis morning I watched Oprah Winfrey Show - my favorite talkshow EVER!!!! - and there was a story about two fire extinguishers - I forget their names -  who saved their friend - but I remember this one's! His name is Dino Mahaffey - who was stuck in a burning house. They came to Oprah's Show for being 'real heros', like the theme of the show. And u kno wat, one thing that made me cry was when Dino said thanks to his friends. He said thanks because they saved his life and now his children can grow up with his father, and he can see his children grow up!!!

Dino cried, his life-savers cried, Oprah cried, John Travolta - as the guest - cried..........

And I cried too!!!!

Actually it is only a simple thing, but, trust me, if you watched this show, I think you would cry too! I don't kno wat made me cry, maybe because I kno dat they have 'real friendship' between them, and I really want to have one in my life wit my friends.......

Really......

Weeeiizzz.... lama banget yah gak isi blogh...... sekarang gue bawa satu cerita besar, neyh!!!

Kemaren gue kan abis pulang dari pelantikannya Sigma, bisa dibilang ini pelantikan dobel karena ini pelantikannya anak2 anggota baru Sigma (yang kemaren kita pilih dengan susah payaaahhh.... hikkkssss....... yeaaaahhh.....) menjadi angkatan 28 alias angkatan di bawah gue yang ditandai dengan pemasangan pin (yang bikin Edwin looohhh..... lumayan juga boowwhh......). Keren banget, deh adek2 yang sekarang (padahal ada temen2 ku juga ding alias kelasnya seangkatan sama gue, yaitu ALVI en ANANTI). Pelantikan ini juga sekaliguz pelantikan jabatan untuk angkatan 27 alias angkatan gue....... gue jadi KOORDINATOR EDITOR (Adek2!!!! Bersiap2lah kalo karya2 kalian sudah sampai ke tangan gue dan diedit sama gue!!! Karena hasilnya bakalan................ nggak beres!!!!! Gubraaakkkhhh.....!!!!) yah, moga2 bisa beresla...... kasian adek2nya uda susah2 ngerjain kalo ntar sampe di tangan gue ntar gak beres, hehehe...... sementara gue bakalan kerjasama dengan dua editor laen yaitu FIRMAN dan SALMA. Lumayanla..... Truz, yang jadhe PINUM alias Pimpinan Umum alias "Bapaknya Anak2 di Sigma" adalah YOGA HANGGARA!!! Kasian deh bapak satu ini, udah jadi Senata Muda I MPK, jadhe Pinum Sigma laghe....... Yoga tabah, ya!!!! Gudh Lak!!!!Sementara "Ibunya Anak2 di Sigma" alias Sekjend adalah DIONY!!!! Udah cocokla...... Oyah, gue ceritain kronologisnya yah...... jadhe, kita ngadain pelantikannya di Krandon. Angkatan 28 tidur di rumahnya Bu Dukuh, sementara Angkatan 27, 26, dan alumni bobok di rumahnya Huda (yang sekarang punya jabatan KOORDINATOR REPORTER alias KOREP). Jadhe, malam2 tuh, jam sebelasan apa ya, adek2 yang udah pada tidur dua jam dibangunin satu2 untuk jalan antarpos (sayangnya gue gak bisa ikut coz babeh tercinta gak ngebolehin jaga pos, hiiikkksss.......) dan mereka bakal jalan ke pos2 dan di setiap pos mereka dikasih pelatihan tertentu sesuai dengan bidangnya masing2, jadi ada yang ngasih tentang kepercayaan diri, loyalitas geto deh!!! Truz itu semua berjalan sampe pagi, coz pas gue jam setengah lima pagi sampe di rumah Huda tuwh semua pada belom nyampe alias masih pada di pos!!! Untungnya satu sama laen pada berhubungan pake HT yang dipinjemin sama Yopi (thanx ya, Yopi qrendh de!!!) jadhe semuanya terkontrol. Sampe di rumah Huda, gue langsung ngebantuin nyokapnya dan pembantunya Huda untuk ngebungkusin nasi goreng yang bakal jadhe sarapan kita. Abeez itu, angkatan 27 dan alumni ngumpul semua di rumah Bu Dukuh untuk ngegiring angkatan 28 yang matanya uda ditutup pake slayer ke sebuah kebon kecil di deket rumah Bu Dukuh buat ngejalanin pelantikan. Oyah, pelantikan ini selaen dipenuhi wejangan alumni dan angkatan 26, PAK DIYON alias guru Bahasa Indonesia juga dateng. Truz, setelah pelantikan berjalan separonya, angkatan 26 dateng untuk mbacain jabatan2 di Sigma yang sekarang. Oyah, yang jabatan2 tinggi kayak Pimred (Brenda), Sekjend, Pinum, Pimpro (Edwin), dan Korden (Maulvi) tuh dilantiknya pake disiram aer segala, loh!!! Asik2an deh pokoknya!!! Abiz smuanya beres, kita semua kumpul di rumah Huda untuk sarapan, beres2, pamit n tengkyu ma ortunya Huda pluz Bu Dukuh, truzz pulang deee....... oya, pas pulang sempet ada sedikit masalah lowh, cuz scooter tercintanya Yopi kagak nyala2, taphe smuaaaannnyyyaaaahhh....... berjalan super lancar!!!!!!

Pelantikan tahun 2005 ini keren abeeezz!!!!!

I really miss one of my friend when I was in d tenth class, her name is NUNUK, now she's in TN...... I really miss her quote : 'nyak-nyuk-mak-ncrudh'............. I really miss the time when we were jamming together with her guitar, singing WELCOME TO MY LIFE using three voices...... I really miss the time when she talked about lots of her crushes....... like when I told her all bowt my crush too...... I really miss the time when she was always be there whenever I need her advices...... I really miss the time when I, she, and lots of my friends were late coming to d class after break....... I really miss her Lose My Breath-dance when we were learning traditional dance at skul...... I really miss her personality (coz it's almost d same wit mine....hehehe....)........ I really miss three packs of beehoon she always bought when we had owr break...... I really miss her funny jokes........ I really miss her incredible voice....... I really miss her as one of the craziest psycho-clubber....... I really miss the time when she became owr economy-wall-magazine-team-leader and we were the last who collected it, but I think dats owr masterpiece..... I really miss her when she always said dat she didn't like owr skul-rulez coz she said dat those rules are strange...... I really miss the time when she said dat she didn't like owr home-teacher (like we all did, hehehehe.....) I really miss the time when she sat down next to me and Riza in class coz we three were 'backseat community' which means dat we were three students who were always late and sat on the back of the class......... I really miss the time when she filled owr class' Shady (Sharing Diary) in with her colorful and smell-like-mint pens I really miss the time when we had a chit-chat together in class when we were bored by the teacher...... I really miss the time when she slept in class and she asked me to wake her up whenever the teacher had gone...... I really miss the time when she lost her voice and I was confused coz when she wanted to ask owr math teacher, she asked me to be her translator...... I really miss her amazing English when she was debating....... I really miss you, Nuk!!!!! All of psycho-clubbers and d other friends also miss you so much!!! When can I meet you??? Miss ya a lot.........